today, while chatting with a friend, i had a sudden urge to relive my blog. what triggered it was the realisation that what i felt about a certain event has changed so completely in just a span of a few months without anyone including myself even noticing it. i actually visited my own blog feeling like a complete stranger. the interface, the headings are so familiar and yet, so distant. i felt like a stranger staring at a series of flashbacks of my own self from a long time ago. i read the comments that were written by some of my closest friends that i seem to have lost touch with but still adamantly refuse to admit. i m still insistently stubborn that in a way we are still in each others life although we dont really keep in touch or hang out as much as we used to. reading the comments made me realise that things are way different now as i had totally forgotten how close i used to be with some of my closest friends. friends that i had always wanted to write a tribute to them on my blog, to preserve the special memories forever. right now, while listening to the songs stored in my external hard disk, i seem to have been transported back to the time when i was a student in usm, when my blog was still alive, and i am still very close and connected to most of my close friends. hopefully its still not too late to reconnect with my long lost friends from one of the happiest periods in my life =) wish me luck.
Letters from long ago
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